let me take you on the ride of your life
One:
ZHIXIN!
051295
Vegetarian :D
Netballer
YPS
NSS

Wants O:
iPod Nano/iTouch!
Camera!
Larger circle of friends
Trip to Disneyland! (definitely not HK's )


Neeeeeds.
be happy
best results for all exams
(♥)


TaylorSwift!
Westlife!
BoyslikeGirls!
Secondhand Serenade!
Spongebobbbb!
Bballing!
5!
Chocolates!
Ice cream!


Two:

April 5, 2010 4:42 PM
How will you feel when somebody ended your friendship with you for some ridiculous reasons? Do they understand how you feel deep inside? I guess they dont even give a damn to it. You tried to ignore but cant give up on them cause you treasured it so much.No matter how much you tried to get back to the same again, i can guarantee it wont be. You felt betrayed, unwanted even though everything's fine. And even you waited for time to heal every wound that you have, it still leaves you deep scars that would never disappear. So do you believe in time? Everyone thought that time would heal every single thing. Apparently, they're wrong. Time only heals your wound temporary. It doesnt make you escape from all misery that you had. You had strong trust within that person. Yet they destroyed it. Trust takes years to build. What are friends for when they hurt you again and again? It wont be the same anymore even if you've kept this friendship. Cause you find it hard to trust them again. You're afraid that you will lose them one day. You tried to be careful, and love them even more than before. But, do they feel the love you gave them? They throw you aside when they dont need you and want you back by their side when they're in need. If i were you, i would still treat them as my closest friend as i love them more than myself. they just dont get your point. You wanted to be with them all the while so badly, yet you're afraid that you might lose them one day again.
You just hoped that they would understand how you feel.. Just for once. But that wouldnt happen right?
You gave care and concern to them eventhough they ignored you, and hoped to get them back. But you get hurt when they dont feel it. Losing a closest friend or bestfriend is worse than losing a boyf or girlf. You would share joy with them every single day, yet they change overnight. You felt devastated. And crying is the only way to make yourself feel better. Sometimes you get sick of sobbing. You knew that you cant get back the relationship with one another for crying over it. Its unbearable to see your lovely friend leaving you. You would want to end your life because of friendship problems.. You needed shoulders to lean on whenever you're down. You want people to care for you. Mostly from the friend that you've just lost. Trying to have them back by your side would remain as fantasy..
I hoped that people treasure their friendships just like how they treasure the things they loved so much. The feeling's nasty when you lose a friend. If its a close friend to you, you'll feel utterly terrible inside. You would cry day and night, and your mind just cant get over it. Flashbacks are all you see.
Its never gonna be the same anymore.
The feeling i had was horrendous when i lost my closest friend. You wouldnt want to be just friends with him/ her because you missed the times you had together, all the fun you've shared.