let me take you on the ride of your life
One:
ZHIXIN!
051295
Vegetarian :D
Netballer
YPS
NSS

Wants O:
iPod Nano/iTouch!
Camera!
Larger circle of friends
Trip to Disneyland! (definitely not HK's )


Neeeeeds.
be happy
best results for all exams
(♥)


TaylorSwift!
Westlife!
BoyslikeGirls!
Secondhand Serenade!
Spongebobbbb!
Bballing!
5!
Chocolates!
Ice cream!


Two:

February 12, 2010 10:51 PM
Oh my god.
I cant control myself anymore.
I feel like im slowly breaking down..
Or maybe at a quicker pace to me.
The environment around me is getting different day by day.
Its like i'm drifting apart from all my friends and even my closest one(s).
All because of relationships?
It just ruined everything that i once had. What's wrong?
Because of you, you, you, you and you.
Everything changed. I dont know what the hell can i do next. This you love that you. And the other you love this you. Love here love there.
What. Love triangle? And you. I gave in alot to you. What shit did i get? Feel unhappy when i talk to this you. Then what you want me to do? I fuck off from you you you you you de life want or not? Are you satisfied? Cant i have some peace with this you and that you? What the shit you want from me? I gave you what you want. I mean like whatever you wished to do. wherever you want to go. I pei you after school. I treated you equally like others. What shit did i get from you. now i have lots of troubles with this you, that you and the other you. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! you can hate me i dont care. Only you can have your own friends? For example. You're a friend of this you. Then that means i cant talk to this you because he/she is your friend?What is this? Selfishness? I share my friends with you. Then YOU? I've had enough. Seriously.
Everything's tearing me apart.
i dont know what else can i do. You and you or maybe you are giving me cold shoulders.
Do you know what's the feeling of being ignored and talked coldly to? I believe you you you you and you had these kind of feelings before. If you have the cheeks to tell me that you dont have it before. these are all LIES. Get it LIES!
Am i different from the others? Like as if i dont have a heart or something. I dont have feelings?
Oh, maybe you you you you and you treat me as nothing. Oh.. maybe im only a piece of shit to you? I... I really dont know what's wrong with it.
I swear to god im f-ing tired of everything/ everyone now.