Hai... Wow, i think i've change alot. My courages are fading away.. Just dont know whats the reason for it. And now i cant calm down and think of solutions to stuff. Then i'll start to worry. Rarr, whats wrong? Everything happened too fast. Just fast. Cant describe at all countless events that made me feel uneasy. Hai... I guess things will change after eoy, at least i wont feel so stress as before. Sigh..