Can i say that i am crying inside every moment i think of it? Can i say that i tried and i can't let it go? Can i say that i feel so terrible last night? Can i say that it was my worse moment ever? Can i ask why everytime i had my greatest and happiest moment and yet ended so quickly? Can i ever get anything so wonderful for a longer period of time? Will i even have the opportunity ltr? Why must it be this way but not the other? I was crying and walking back home at the same time.. That is really the most hurtful day i had.. Am i destined to stay like this forever? Noooo.... I dun want.... Do you know how a wonderful and beautiful time i had for the past few days? I've lost everything... And now even though i laugh the wound is nvr recovering... Everything is so sudden... My mind was totally blank that night..It's the deepest hurt i dun wanna experience and yet i did.. Why? Wad's the reason behind it? Is god controling everything?
I want it back.. Pleasee... I can't lose it... I'm begging you...